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[29 Feb 2004|12:39am] |
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ang dropped me a good tip, to go get my nails done at the new nail salon in town - good information - i smudged my nails a thousand times but ..they fixed it, and they look great! - than i went to vicky's- we met up with Marcella turned into "N's" and then went to downtown glen cove (aka GWAM!) - we met Marcella's cute (but trys too hard to be ghetto) cousin Charles
charles(1:05:48 AM): tell that girl she hot
(1:05:50 AM): for me
marcella(1:05:20 AM): he thinks lauras hott
- yes alright, it was 'artwork' - they didnt even see the movie with us but we saw Eurotrip, very funny!i ate WAY too much today, completely forgot about my diet..or did i (?) anyway...blake made me grin today..always does!
me: but im not a cute girl
: im damn sexy
: lol
blake: lol
: u are though
me: haha watever u say doll
blake: ur still gorgeous no matter what outfit your in, the color or ammount of your makeup, or what shoes you wear..you could be just as pretty as you are in a potato sack as you are in watever is in your closet
me: i really could just wear a sack
: id be fine w/ it.
blake: good then wear it
: tomorrow
: i wanan see you dressed down
: to the nines
me: like wear wat?
blake: i dunno something that dosent match
me: ook
: like..
: ...thats hard for me tho
: cause i aleady kno wat matches and doesnt, u cant just turn that on and off..its too much effort
: u know?
blake: so dont match
me: i promise i wont
blake: good
me: ill meet ur mom in scrubs
blake: lol ok..dont dress that down
me: oh no man
: im comin in scrubs
: u want it
: u got it
: lol
blake: alright
: i dont giva what?
: my mom might care lol
me: ur mom wouldnt be cool if she did
: lol
blake: i dont give a french connection united kingdom
me: ill come over in MY clothes
blake: lol
me: than ill change in my scrubs when we chillllllllll
: like woah
blake: lol come naked lol
: be all natural
me: OH IM EL NATURAL!!
-OH BLAKEY, U MAKE ME CHUCKLE!
overall-night was great-check back tomorrow, its 2:30am and i have to find some room to sleep in vickys bed! its covered with all our shit..bye
Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username cant_find_color
The quality that most appeals to you: Sex Appeal
In a survival situation, you: Fight, and enjoy it
Your hidden talent is: Resourcefulness
Your gift is: Athletic ability
In groups, you: Act as host/ess
Your best quality is: Your inclusiveness
Your weakness is: Your furious temper
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| he said, "the night is young.." - and so am i |
[27 Feb 2004|10:16pm] |
tonight i went to my mom's school's sports night with christina, I met her friends. They seemed nice, i stalked an extremely sexy boy named Josh- Juniors (white team) won- bummer..i was the only junior in the "senior war zone"..but i wore black instead of white because as she put it "you're sitting with us..you cant wear white, you'll get beat!" lol oh what fun~!! was supposed to go to a party afterwards to RELIEVE SOME STRESS but mom said no, AGAIN (what else is new)..she doesnt even know what the word "yes" is anymore.
so i got home at 9:30!?!!! WTF!?! so i got on my new cellular device and called mah boys out the wazoo (because those are my only friends: boys) - elvis, keith, pasko, chester, brendan (and abe..but abe's a girl)
chances are this night will just end up with me sitting on my ass because either the my boy was "preoccupied" or drunk off his ass and doesnt even realize i called! haha!
my dad gave me shit when i got home today "laura rar rar you're so pecimistic rar rar join something in school rar rar oh yeah we all know how HoRRiBle your school is rar rar" - NOTE TO POPS: GIVE IT A REST, I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS SHIT AT HOME!
..speaking of 'shit at home'..mom felt she'd give it the works too (SURE WHY THE HELL NOT, LETS ALL TAKE A WHACK AT IT!)- only she truely pisses me off-completely~i just feel like punching a wall everytime she even looks at me, or tries to talk to me..thats how much she gets to me. arg i'm getting pissed just thinking about her knowing shes in the other room plotting the perfect plan to make my life a living hell!!!
my boss called and told my dad i dont have work tomorrow morning - oh great cause i care - BUT if i had known this before the LAST GOD DAMN SECOND(@$#!) i wouldve said YES when mr. mcquade called to tell me there was an extra spot in the drivers ed car tomorrow! GOD DAMNIT! I HATE PEOPLE!
-basically, i want to die- (p.s. if my mom EVER saw this livejournal you know what she'd be bitching about more? NOT that i cant stand her presence, but that I'D WRITE ABOUT IT AND "SHOW THE WORLD" ) ahhhhhhhh somethings wrong here!
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[26 Feb 2004|06:41pm] |
LINKIN PARK LYRICS
"Numb"
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've tired of being what you want me to be
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| and when she went...she cried for a year |
[26 Feb 2004|06:17pm] |
yesterday was interesting.
>>i will not forgive you. you were wrong<<
had quite an awakening, sometimes listening to other peoples point of views really enforces things..or it does for me. we talked - a long time - i felt like crying but i didnt - i just did that glassy eyed, cant breathe, chokin on something kinda deal - but she enforced exactly what i already knew, that i will not forgive. normally if i am wrong i can say it..it kills me cause im stubborn as shit, but i do it just the same- i just dont understand what it is with people in this world! - always butting in eachother's business, really where it does not belong (prime example: valentines day) - but i surpass things people THINK they know or dont know - if you ask me..teens these days are dumber than id ever thought we'd get..i am just too old for my age i guess- "we are the mature kids" as the great on-dres says..maybe not on the outside..but on the inside tis true. i dont have time for stupid people, always looking for controversy..im too tired..im worn out - whether they fear rejection, and blame responsibility on someone else that was on their side from day one just so it doesnt hurt as much (cough cough)- or whether its some stupid catty girls that think they know you, attempting to sway someone else's thoughts of you on Valentines Day..boy, i cant stand mercy..everyday a bit of me dies in there..but you'll never know..
last night i talked to blake for a while..i guess now he knows exactly why being me isnt all its cracked up to be..it was quite a talk - actually it was me venting and poor blake listening on the other end..but regardless, he is a good friend.
basically, i've come to the realization that - life really isnt worth a thing - its full of people that you give your whole self to at some point in time, just to be screwed over and feel wasted when its all over. things that wouldnt normally bother me, are lately..i just dont think the world is ready for my story..
ill leave it to ON-DRES for a closing statement:
XtRemE865: let it be summer already
- well spoken my dear -
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[25 Feb 2004|02:01pm] |
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i hate mercy. i have no friends.
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| the pure snow burned when it touched my soul filled with hate.. |
[24 Feb 2004|10:03pm] |
School today: I love how my u.s history & government class jerks around our teacher. hes sucha nice man, we take such advantage of him!
So I've been trying to lose some weight. Trying hard, but it was a killer today my mother had to go sit "shiva" at her Jewish friend's house b/c someone in their family died. Since I refused to take the bus I had to go, which was all horrible until I walk in and the table is filled with CHOCOLATE!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF CHOCOLATE AND CAKE AND FRUIT and ALLLLLLLLLL THAT GOOD STUFF. Normally, that would be like heaven..but since I'm on a "diet" i couldnt eat any of it..so i stared like I was a starving dog..drooling..i wanted it so bad..damn diet! arg!
Than I went to Brendan's house to give him his 18th birthday card which was actually pretty funny. Brendan's dad was talking to me about how his boss had the Mexicans washing the windows in the snow today, but that they were lucky b/c the building was only 6 stories. LOL love his new puppy!
than I had work - tonight was aerobics night at the pool - aerobics night where a FAT woman teaches moves she completely MAKES UP..OUTSIDE OF THE WATER?! lol quite a scene..it was very funny - allison and i couldnt stop laughing the whole time - we're are some funny people together. yup..
than blake said something really mean today and pat was like "WOAH" when i told him but..blake doesnt get it...
thats all folks -gnite
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[23 Feb 2004|05:28pm] |
Last night was good, I watched Machstick Men and Second-Hand Lions with the family. good times, pretty good movies too. I have come to the conclusion that I want a lion. Birthday people..keep in mind!! - Than I listened to Bobby M and Tom Petty all night cause I had trouble falling into the Z's.
Than this morning, due to lack of sleep i had to wake my ass up and take the bus. There I saw BRENDAN!!! I LOVE BRENDAN!!! He told me to call him today, and tomorrow is his 18th birthday. EVERYONE RAG ON BRENDAN BECAUSE HE DOESNT EVEN HAVE HIS LEARNERS PERMIT! HAHA!
p.s. i miss blakey!!!
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| la familia.. |
[22 Feb 2004|08:38pm] |
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Today I woke up at 2:00..and damn proud of it..my mom made me walk to town to get her developed pictures..so I went to Doug's (cause if i had to go down..DOUG WAS COMING WITH ME) so I walk into Doug's..watched him eat an egg sandwhich with ketchup (ew) off a napkin while reading the daily news which absolutely sucks because we couldnt find the comics. So we walked to town, discussing how we shouldve, wouldve, couldve seen "BIG FISH" together and how good it was. We went to CVS for Doug to drop off his film- ran into Chester working there - gave a big HEELLLLLLLOOOOOOOO CHESTER!! and continued to the different film developer place where my mom keeps her film..we get there- and its closed - big surprise i thought, it was all just a big scam to get me outta bed. The walk home was exciting, Doug denied being a part of my puppy Violet<3 taking a shit right in front of the fire department doors. We eventually went our separate ways because today mia familia celebrated my grandma's 70th birthday. good food. had a good time watching my little cousin repeat my aunt and i everytime we'd say "THIS SUCKS" just to hear my other aunt yell at us!
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| the witch took his shoes.. |
[22 Feb 2004|02:45pm] |
Yesterday I had quite a conversation with "BLAINE FONTAINE" lol aka Blake (my dads a mess, make sure you repeat your name a few times when calling my house to leave me a message!) Yes blake absolutely loves when I sing what I'm typing on the computer and when his mother hits him with the clicker..! BADDABUPBABA HE LOVES IT! LOL
Last night I went to see "BIG FISH" with Abe and boyyy was it good! I was supposed to see it a hundred years and a day ago with Doug but we're both total wastes of lives so we didnt. Anyway halfway through the movie Keith calls which actually ended up being the dear, Mike King, staring the role of DAVE..but I know my dave..yes ma'am, i know my dave. So I was supposed to call them back when I got outta the movie, but it was later than Keith could stay out b/c now that he drives his mom has him whipped! ha JK right so 12:30 came around and Abe and I were hungry/thirsty after the movie, so we went to Applebees and ordered some dRiNks and than canceled them! ha! oh brother..than a guy drunk off his ass; that my mother will later descibe as "probably pissing on himself" asked us to give him a ride to Lindenhurst for $10 but instead..we peeled out and laughed our asses at him! sucha good night..
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| this feeling just wont fade.. |
[20 Feb 2004|09:59pm] |
it is exactly 10 oclock and i am posting my first journal entry..i was trying to be "anti-journal" because everyone has one and its pretty lame that anyone can basically read my pathetic life but..so be it - anyway I read Doug's profile today and was completely inspired (thanks Doug) to go play my "TOM PETTY'S GREATEST HITS" CD..the entire freakin day.
Sucha boring day, I swear..i went to get my nails done - at 3:30 and didnt end up leaving until a penny to 6! what the hell was I doing there? but the nails look amazing..
than i was supposed to hangout with my dear friend Abe but I got punished for kicking my brother because he was being annoying again - so here I am making this cool journal with the help of BLAAAAAAAKEEEEEEEE and ANDRESSSSSSSS! yes we're cool.
rock on *
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